brochacho i hate my body. like. why am i so phat. i hate having to go out and feel like people will think "oh shes such a chubby kid" or to feel like im limited by my own body. and honestly, it feels like its all my fault. like, danggit i shouldnt have eaten so much sugar. i should have drunk more water. the thing is, i dont wanna. i dont care about my body cuz i dont wanna have to feel so weird in it. i dont wanna treat myself well anymore. i js wanna have a body that people can admire. my legs are thick. my arms are rounded. my stomach sticks out. my back is wide. my face is chubby. and whenever im stressed, i stress-eat. so now everytime i feel stressed, especially stressed about my looks, i dunno whether i should eat or starve cuz now everything seems to clash. going back to my home country, in which i WASNT raised in, it feels weird cuz everyone there is skinny. like brochacho, i know im fat pls dont point it out. okay. ill figure it out one day. i only have a bit more space now.