ive made many mistakes in my life and i dont think i can continue my life anymore. i wanna reach out to old friends and what not but i feel like its not worth it anymore because i know the end is just gonna be the friendship ending. i think its the best option but it really sucks feeling like i have to take all the blame. my whole life has been me taking all the hits and blame so people feel better about themselves. i wish i havent thrown myself in such a huge pity party and victim mentality. i dont think i can continue this life anymore and everyday it gets hard.
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