I feel like im in a place where im never going to amount to something. i didnt do well in anything in highschool and i barely graduated because i have a horrble procrastination problem from my depression, i didnt make the teams i wanted to and when i did make a team i didnt do anything. now, i didnt get into the uni i want and because of some issues the uni i was going to go to, i cant anymore and i have no choice but to take a gap while all my friends move a year ahead of me. i want to amount to something. i want to have something im good at something im known for. something where when people think of it, they have to think of me as well. a sport, a skill, something unique. i want to be important and have value, but right now i cant even find a job or i cant get up to even do basic self care. i just want to have the motivation to do the things i need and be the person i know i am.