I wish I could've been someone else. I have nothing going on for me right now and nothing redeeming or interesting about me. I have little to no hobbies & I've always wanted to pick up a hobby and get good at it so I can be interesting and have people wanna talk to me or wanna know more about me or become friends since I'm a very lonely person, but I suck at all of it. My drawings have been childish, I can't afford any musical instruments or equipment, my writing is amateurish, and plus everyone that is good at something and made big with it has started young. I'll never amount to anything and its too late for me. I will not be remembered for anything special and I won't have the friends of social circle I've always wanted. I wish I was someone else who could amount to something more than just existing and living. I hate myself