I’m not that old I’m quite young actually but when I was younger I was really poor and for the past two years I moved in with my brother and he has now gotten a stable job and he has kids and we always have food in the fridge. Have soap in the bath room. And I haven’t really realised how different my life is now and I feel kind of ungrateful and that I take things for granted. My brother is very well of now he made 100k£ last year so we have money but I don’t feel that different and I was speaking with my other brother about this and he said like when I still lived with our mother that he had no energy for some fucking school and every time he went away form the computer every thing went to hell and I don’t really feel that different and like I said I feel very ungrateful