i feel like no matter how much my life changes nothing gets better. i switched schools recently to get away from my bullies, but they still constantly bother me and fill up my mind with unwanted thoughts, and my anxiety is not getting better at all, even if thats what i tell everyone. i tell everyone my life is getting so much better, when in reality, it doesnt feel like that at all. for sometime i can feel really happy and content with my life, then the next day it just crashes down for me and i feel incredibly depressed. i think i might have bipolar disorder but im really fucking scared to tell anyone. when i told my mom i think i have anxiety, she just said “everyone has that sometimes, it goes away, ive had it too”. she doesnt get it and i dont feel like my dad would either. i know they both love me but it feels like theyre not acknowledging my feelings and listens to me. i cant tell anyone else either cause i dont feel like they understand. i just feel like an alien to my own home