my mom verbally abuses and physically abuses me because i play games, i was playing games for a little while instead of doing my homework and she told me shes never going to let me study again and she hit me like she always does and my arm was red and she called me a bunch of mean words and she often tells me to just kill myself i dont know what to do anymore

I’ve been severely frustrated as of recent and I feel like I have not been heard from anyone on my side. I live with a severely abusive parent who likes to berate and manipulate. And then I’m struggling with my partner who I don’t even know if they love me at this point, it just feels like I’m being used at this point. And recently my friend killed themselves, and I feel very alone without them, because it felt like they were the only person who understood me. And work has been beating my ass as well as money issues, and feeling as if I’m never going to make it anywhere in life. Like I’m just as useless as my mother says, even though I’ve worked my body so hard I’m starting to gain worse signs of physical exhaustion.

It's been four weeks since I've broke up with someone whose relationship was serious and lasted . Now, I'm falling in love in someone. What should I do?