I HATE MY BODY!! I STARTED EATING NORMAL AND NOW ALL OF MY WEIGHT IS BACK! IM FAT! HOW DOES MY BOYFRIEND LOVE ME?! IM NOT SKINNY! IM NOT PRETTY! IM FAT! I HATE THIS! BUT HONESTLY?! honestly? If it werent for other people, I'd love my body. cause is isn't even that bad. my gender dysphoria can be handled. but my stomach? 2 inches from the line of my ribs at its BIGGEST? oh thats unacceptable. to others. except my boyfriend and friends. "chubby girls are cute" one of my friends said. but I want to be skinny. but I want to look androgynous. not a girl. not a boy. just neither and both. But I look like a girl. I have a girly face and sometimes that's fine. But right now I just want to be skinny. I want to be enough.
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