Anonymous
My life is shit as hell. All I want to do is disappear . But I don't want to die but I don't want to live either. My dad has started raping me and I want to self harm again but I cant because I don't have anything to hurt myself with. I almost attempted last week, and my mum is always at work so it feels like I am stuck alone with this pervert (aka my dada) and I cant tell anyone because my dad would kill me and my life would just be made a whole lot worse. Also I think my best friend has a crush on me and I'm not comfortable around him anymore. HE also makes a daily habit to annoy me, and I just don't feel right. What is wrong with me?!