Im genuinely so scared because I think I have bpd but I don't really know what to do about it. It would explain most of my problems and I have the symptoms of it but I'm too scared to get a diagnosis because I really really don't want it. Because what am I supposed to do if i actually have bpd? It would just be embarrassing and I would get shamed for it. And if I do I probably wouldn't even tell anyone but my family would obviously already know so they'd probably tell people because they don't know how to keep their mouths shut. Idk Im just really stressed abt it and I genuinely hope I don't have it or any disorder for the matter.