no I don’t wanna strangle my sister and push her off the stairs WHY AM I THINKING THAT. I wanna slowly pull off all the layers of my skin and feel the excruciating pain Or, you know, killing myself with a gun works too. If only guns were legal where I live… “Talk to someone” NO IT WON’T HELP. I’LL JUST FEEL LIKE I’M BURDENING THEM ANYWAYS besides I deserve this. I don’t even want to get better. Self harm? Nah, I’ll just think about how I’m such a terrible human being whenever I start feeling even the slightest bit better. It’s not like my friends care. I don’t care about them. I guess that makes me a pretty bad friend, huh? Whatever. I just… I just wanna disappear.
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