i keep thinking about relapsing. I deeply want to talk to somebody (other then a family member). I usually talk to my bsf for we relate to each other but shes always busy. Why can't I be busy? Why am I always free? Why am I always there? I feel so so alone. Sorry even I'm cringing while writing this. But I just wish I 𝘩𝘢𝘥 someone, anyone. I meet new people but then I over-share and get attached way too quickly. I always feel like I need validation for my feelings. Like I need to be diagnosed with something in order to be "allowed" to feel this way. I just don't know anymore.
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