I feel like I'm drowning. I know it's cliche to say but I feel like there is nothing left. I see no future, I see nothing. I reach out to family and people I care about, but I feel like I'm not being heard. I feel like my mental health is declining very quickly. I have panic attacks to where I can't breathe, or I cry and can't breathe. I'm so use to keeping everything bottled up that now I am physically and mentally losing my mind, I don't know what to do anymore. I'm uninsured, half of my siblings don't speak to me, and honestly, I'd rather die. will I act on it? nah, I would never. I don't have the balls. I just want to breathe again. someone stole my light and I will never get that back. I just need to keep pushing.
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