Anonymous
I am a 15 year old girl. My mom used to neglect me before I moved in with my grandma, locking me in a room with the dog, leaving us alone or locking us in a car for hours to sell drugs, accusing me of sexually assaulting my siblings at 5 YEARS OLD when I didn’t even know what genitals were or what sex was, using me to steal things, selling my stuff for money, lying to me, making me take care of my siblings when I couldn’t even take care of myself. Blaming me for everything, forcing me to eat when I was full, which doesn’t seem too bad but she did ground me when I threw food away because we were poor and couldn’t afford much food. I developed (currently undiagnosed) Trichotillomania which I suspect turned into Trichophagia. I also believe the whole food situation gave me a sort of binge eating disorder because I often force myself to finish all of my food even when I am full, and I eat at unnatural speeds, which my grandma often makes fun of me for even though she means no harm.