Anonymous
I'm so so so so so so so so so ugly no one has ever had a crush on me ever and I know it. I'm so fucking ugly my face is round my hair is always frizzy, my hair and eyes are boring brown, my eyelashes are practically non-existent, I don't know how to wear makeup, I don't own any pretty clothing, I'm so so quiet and reserved no one ever wants to talk to me and even if they did id make it weird because I'm so awkward and stupid. Having severe social anxiety, adhd, being a teen, and body dysmorphia is fucking ruining my life and I don't know how to explain this to anyone. I'm literally so scared to talk to anyone besides my own parents and my sister. Everyone else on earth I would panic if I had to talk to. Unless you have social anxiety you will likely never truly know how I feel. It's like I'm trapped. I so desperately want friends, confidence, beauty, but I have none of it and I want to just die. If I were to tell this to someone irl I'd feel like I'm fishing for complements though