All Rants

Pedophilia is stupid and I am really pissed in a lot of famous people who groomed children, have sex with children, and gets away with it. And the people who discovered them and turned their pedophilia into “if there is a hole there is a goal.” And “Baby oil.” Truly we as society we both need to protect children, not only that but see predators as depraved perverts who like looking at kids on the internet. Also with AI being so popular now it’s hard which one is an actual CP a deepfake ai video. So I am horrified when child actors, models, whoever gets pictured or in a tik tok video because we don’t know what depraved idiot is going to deepfake their faces. Not only that but CP is so disgusting, no words could ever describe how disgusting CP is and whoever sees it no words could ever describe it. And even if you raped a child. You are in hell, god couldn’t even save you. Nobody would ever save you. No matter how much you say “I didn’t know their age” you knew, you obv knew

I have this "friend" that I've been friends with for ever a year. Every single time we talk, I feel completely drained afterwards. She only ever talks about herself. I really dont ever think shes ever asked how I was doing. I can only remember ONE time where she asked for a life update because I mentioned i was moving and getting a house only because she was complaining about living with her parents still. I'm constantly wishing the conversations would end honestly. I mean, shes a good person I think.. she just only ever talks about herself.. its so draining.. whether its boys or her new favorite song. I'm only writing this because I'm going through a hard time mentally rn and she hasn't even noticed I haven't been posting(we both do content creation) for the last few weeks. I'm so exhausted...

i'm sad and disappointed that i spent money at old navy.. it's bad for the environment and i know that🤦🏾‍♀️ i gave in. trying to fit in. fit in at school and look like everyone else. climate change is going to kill us. i'll be 20 and climate change will kill me. i'm disappointed in myself. i want climate change to never happen. i need to take it seriously. we all should

im so ashamed im so disgusted of myself i used to sell my nudes for free to random guys in chatrooms n discord at first it was just a thing i did once in a while for fun to the same dudes then i started adding more guys n advertising myself on chatrooms i cant even think about how much people have my nudes and ik there’s a guy rn using my nudes to scam people bc i stupidly gave him permission like fml im so dirty n gross

ever since i was 12 my dad n mom would say i dress like a whore, i wear too much makeup, my lashes r too big, my earrings r too big, im too fat, im too skinny my parents only see me as someone to judge not as their daughter who they claim to love so much despite hating me i really do hope my parents pass away what did i ever do to have them as my parents

My father keeps using my attempt as a excuse to why everything in his life is bad. He keeps saying that he had it worse when he was my age, or that they didn't have mental health when he was my age. God, I didn't know people could be this narcissistic.

i wanna be someones dream girl so bad like that’s all i wish for rn ik im pretty but for some reason i have such a hard time having crushes now or getting people to have crushes on me irl like i don’t know if i’m unlovable or if i can’t love properly all my relationships ended bc i get so jealous and obsessive and clingy that they end up leaving me its not my fault i need attention its js how i am how r u gonna ask me to be ur gf then ignore my needs??

I’m actually pretty disgusted, k-pop overall is a toxic community and the company of these idols are making it even worse. I am a Gillit, Engene, ARMY, and MOA. And let me tell you, you’re going to have supporters yeah but some of these fans are so parasocial and brutally disgusting. Have a life and get a job. you have shit; everyone has shit to do. Cyberbullying someone until they commit is so disgusting and depraved, like get a job, why are you bullying someone online? And it’s not Engene it’s all of k-pop overall. As a young person it’s one sign that society needs to change and learn on.

This has weighed on me for months and I need to be honest. I feel deeply taken advantage of. I’ve given hundreds of dollars to help them and their parent, even taking commissions and giving them money I could have used myself. I did it because I cared and trusted them. What hurts is that people have been waiting months for things they paid for, while commitments are repeatedly pushed back with “tomorrow,” “I’m stressed,” or “I just want to enjoy today.” I understand being overwhelmed and needing breaks, but repeatedly accepting money without following through is a pattern, and at this point, continuing to excuse it feels like enabling it. This is especially difficult because we’ve been friends for ten years. I don’t want resentment to replace the care and trust I’ve had for them. I don’t expect perfection. I expect honesty, communication, accountability, and genuine effort. Apologies and promises mean very little if nothing changes.

I'm so useless and lazy. I can't eat without my stomach aching. I can't do something for 20 minutes straight without feeling like I'm completely and totally exhausted. My mom hurt her back and I can't even do the dishes. She has a reason to not do them. But I'm just stuck on my couch being such a dramatic crybaby about the smallest things. I probably deserve to feel like this, anyway.

i'm so fucking annoyed right now. ohhhhh my god. i am cramping so bad i can barely move and my boyfriend has been on his game for literal hours now. i'm about to tweak oh my god. and he keeps mentioning his ex like oh ok.

i can’t admit that im lesbian or bisexual im not even homophobic i just can’t seem to support myself i know i like girls n i like guys too ig but i know i definitely like girls but i js can’t bring myself to admit it or say it bc everytime i do, i start feeling “straight” n i feel like a fake lesbian bc bisexual just doesn’t feel right lesbian does but i still like guys

i feel so mfkn stupid i can’t stop thinking abt my ex ik she treated me so bad n cheated on me w a guy even tho she’s “lesbian”, plus she kind of a pedo idk if it counts since i was 13 n she was 16 when we met i still want her from time to time she treated me so good before she cheated n we never had an argument ever its corny but i loved when she called me her princess or her baby even tho she ruined my trust for her i can’t get her out of my head like the way she called me sexy n the way she said my name i miss it sm nothing will ever compare to her but i have to move on i js can’t i’ve dated so much girls n guys after her but she’s always the one i think of at the end of the day

when will it be my turn to meet my bsf like everyone talks about how they met their bsf in middle school or high school when will it be me? im so sick of these bitches using me cs they know im loyal n i always defend my friends, no matter what but when i need to be defended im all alone i js wish it was my turn to meet a girl who will do as much as i will for her n that’s way more important to me than having a bf or some shit

Don't know who to be mad at, Unity Engine makers or Malware douchebags.

i hate all my friends so fucking much they always say i’m their “bsf” but their actions don’t show it. i only have one bsf n she’s the sweetest girl ever, she knows everything about me n she still stayed i love her sm i am so done being the one who tries to include evb, but when it’s me, nobody cares nobody ever cares to ask if im okay or if i wanna talk because when they do, its js some dude who’s gonna ask for my nudes after i know my friends talk shit when i’m not there but i’d never do that shit to them they love joking about my past right in my fucking face as if i don’t have feelings as well i really hope the worst for them in their life all i ever do is defend them, comfort them, do things for them when they’re scared, i sacrifice my freedom to hang out w them, n i get nothing in return im js a third wheel in this fuckass “trio”

If people in Anchorage Diamond Mall dont know how to lock fucking bathroom stalls then they deserve to be beat for their stupidity.

Sometimes I scroll through my contacts for hours looking for someone to talk to. Those hours are wasted crying alone.

I’m so tired of everything- specifically my parents. For starters, I have many siblings (I won’t say just because someone I know might know) and the age range is preteen to young adult. School is starting soon and I asked my parents if I could bring my phone to school. I am not a freshman so I’ve obviously been to school before but I’ve never been allowed to bring my phone to school. My siblings though, have been allowed to- even the youngest one. I asked and my dad immediately said no. When I asked why, he ignored me and just walked away. Literally all I wanted is to be able to listen to music on the bus but god forbid I’m allowed to do the one thing I want. I know it sounds dramatic but shit like this always happens where they say no to me but yes to everyone else. I’m sick of it and I feel like I should be rewarded this one thing since I’m literally the only one out of us who cares about our grades and life.

I'll never pass for any other gender. I'll always be seen as a girl. I'll never be enough for my dad. I'll always make my mom sad. I'll never deserve my girlfriend, the kindness she shows me. All their struggles will always be worse than mine. I'll always be just overreacting. I'll never be good enough at art. I'll always be ugly, no matter what clothes I wear. I'll always cut myself. I'll always be disgusting. I'll always skip back into old habits. I'll always want to die.