it geniunely boggles my fucking mind when someone says their homophobic. my friend recently told me (a lesbian) that she didnt mind lgbtq because everyone is entitled to their own opinions, but she personally didnt support lgbtq but wouldnt openly go against it. like she told me that it was against her morals. and i straight up asked her "oh so if i kiss a girl and if a guy kisses a guy its not ok?" and she told me that its wrong but im entitled to my own shit and she would still be my friend. this all started because when i asked her if she would date a ftm trans man who already has all the parts she said no because he wouldnt technically be a man. like ive been your friend for over 3 years you should know better than this. you have supported me through my now ex then girlfriend and told me what to do to get her then break up with her. why is my very existence wrong to you. why does homosexuality go against your morals? you told me you didnt care if ur friend was trans but didnt want
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Last night my boyfriend just admitted to being actively suicidal — as in, he had an ongoing plan to commit suicide. It's pathetic, but I figured it out through his tiktok reposts and collections. At first, I was a bit panicked. I was overwhelmed about what I was meant to do; do I reach out to the proper authorities or do I just leave it be? Eventually, I decided to confront him about what I saw. He confessed the truth, but didn't show any signs that he was going to stop. I accepted it at front, I knew whay I was signing up for when I got into this relationship. He was already depressed before we got together. To be honest, I was expecting for this to happen anyway. I just didn't think it'd go this way. I'll let him do what he wants. I don't care whether he follows through it or not, I'm going through a tough time myself. It's a selfish decision to stay quiet, I know. It feels like I've murdered him myself just by making this decision. But there's no other choice for me.
WHY TF YOU MAD AT ME? I DIDNT WANNA CHECK SCHOOL LITERALLY 2 MINUTES BEFORE YOU HAD TO LEAVE. I CANT EVEN DO SCHOOL YET BECAUSE WE HAVE NOT EVEN PICKED OUT MY LESSONSSSSSS YOU THE TEACHER MOTHER, IDK HOW TO OPERATE THE TEACHER SIDE, THATS ON YOU 😡
I've been so angry with my mum over recent stuff while also having extreme guilt and death anxiety about her passing one day. I'm realising she's wasted her life with a man who doesn't love her and treats her horribly. I wish she would meet someone she genuinely loves. I wish she could have the life she wants. Even if it means she wouldn't have me, I wish he met someone else who genuinely loved her and supported her passion. I want so badly to give her everything she wants but I'm so terrified that I won't and she'll spend her whole life in regret. I cannot imagine a world without my mum and it makes me feel so horrible that she feels so lost and sad because of my father. She can't escape him because my siblings still depend on her and she doesn't get paid enough. I wish she could win the lottery so she never had to worry again. She could leave my father and finally pursue her dreams.
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Had a blood draw today. This girl really should look into another career because they may as well have shot my arm with a nail gun. Geez. They're like it'll be a small pinch. Ha. Pinch my butt. Felt more like an electric tree branch saw. And they seemed in a hurry also. It even hurt as I was leaving I looked it's partially blue already from a bruise. Girl you better get better or get another career choice. Nobodye enjoys that kind of experience. I know their are also some haters that take their aggression out on others too so you never know if it was done purposely. Sorry not sorry I've been mistreated so much I hardly trust anyone's actions anymore. Sometimes anyway. Idk I've hardly had sleep either. Sure I'll give people benefit of the doubt usually but I ve been going through so much b s lately idk how to view people in public. Of course not everyone is bad I know that. Tbh I see more kindness on social media from strangers than my own fam. That's crazy I know.
Don't you guys be a lawyer for that bitch. Fuck all of you. You even have a spokesperson and all that acting.
ive broken up with my ex, its been so long now. i have no more feelings for her but when i come across pictures of her family members it aches my heart that these people were meant to be my in-laws, or at least who i dreamt my in-laws to be because they were amazing people and i genuinely miss them so much that it hurts my heart a lot. i wish i could be able to meet them again somehow. i want to meet them again so much more than my ex
the guy i was talking to didnt want to block a girl for me and i told him if he doesnt block her ill leave and he said he wont so i blocked him.. i cant stop crying
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My little brother abuses me, my whole life he has been scratching me and pulling my hair when he’s mad, when I was little he used to scratch my faces. His scratches make me bleed and it leaves scars, I can even see the ones on my face. I just can’t take anymore, today he was using MY laptop and when he went to the toilet I checked to see if he done anything to it, when he came out and saw me touching the laptop, he got mad and scratched me, I’m bleeding on my arm right now. I want to tell an adult about it but my parents just don’t care and favour my brother, also I don’t wanna tell a teacher because that would cause them to tell my parents and all that, and I don’t want my parents involved for reasons. Help I just don’t know what to do right now, avoiding making him mad is just so hard, this has been happening my whole life and I’m sick of it
You are not a beggar, you yearn. If your heart matches my words your princess is waiting for you, it might just take searching a few castles 🦋
A police officer yelled at me to get off my phone cause I was calling my sister while walking out of the airport And I quote: "Get off your phone so people can get home to their places!" Miss I'm standing right behind some random stranger in line I don't think I can go faster (I haven't seen my sis in abt 2 months this call was emotional) But anyways I feel terrible ueueuue am I overthinking
this guy i starting 'dating' in school nothing serious just like talking online, seeing eachother at school it was fun. but after moving schools talking to him everyday felt like a burden, i felt bad but i would rather do anything else but talk to him. the guy i was so excited to talk to everyday turned into someone i would be annoyed at when i saw persistent messages. the worst thing? he was so considerate, texting me everyday asking about my day and constantly checking up on me. i felt and feel like the bad guy. after ghosting him for two weeks i couldn't take it anymore and sent him a lengthy paragraph expressing my thoughts and feelings. i still couldn't decipher my conflicting ideas, do i love him? do i hate him? or is it something that will quickly fade over. i spent everyday fighting a battle with myself, wondering what to do. i didnt cut off communication with him completely but he didnt text me back, understandable. i still feel guilty and its his bday this month and i miss u
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I want to kill myself so bad I’ve tried overdosing so much times but I only got nauseous and extremely painful stomachaches. Today I’ll try my hardest to successfully kill myself finally
i hate how almost every single boy i've met my age has said the n word at least once, if they never said it they definetely would've seen/heard their friend saying it without batting an eye. i've called out some before but they just don't realise what they are doing is wrong and i don't get how. of course women mature earlier then boys but there is no way their maturity is that low to not even understand the concept of basic human dignitity. if we learn the same things in school at the same age and at the same time why don't they know how to show basic empathy and compassion like girls. and its not simply biology, its a deeply rooted generational problem which im not sure will ever disappear. boys grow up exposed to content which is generally more violent, compared to girls. whether its yt, movies, toys or clothes you can see the drastic difference between things catered for boys and girls. a young boy doesnt just want to say a bunch of slurs its taught. i just want things to change
I have daydreamt about finding my prince charming for years. Not the "tall dark and handsome" kind- the kind that loves unconditionally. Is genuine, open and honest. Consistent. I want partnership and understanding. Soft words. Soft touches. Soft heart. My person who will always add to my happiness and wellbeing rather than leech from it. I want so desperately to be able to build eachother up and make one another feel like we could take on the world. Maybe it will stay a day dream. Maybe now that my words have been freed the universe will bless me. I have such a big heart and even if it sounds silly I just want to share it with someone.
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i feel so lonely... i wish i have someone who is really interested in me. who is there whenever i feel so full and ready to burst i wish i am someone's real friend not just a facade.
I wanna be nonchalant so bad, I wanna be the guy that brings a girl home just to play video games by myself instead, I want pretty girls to talk to me everyday but pretend to be totally absorbed into my phone, I wanna go on fun dates and make people brag about me then suddenly tell them I found someone else like it's nothing. I don't think I'd try this shit irl but man I am so sick of being ignored and irrelevant I wanna be the bad guy and everyone to still love me for it because I'm smoking hot and popular
A vent/letter to X_____ that he's never going to read. I love you so much. I could hug you, kiss you, and talk to you all day, honestly. i'm just scared. we've been together for months, since the end of May, yet I feel just as scared to tell you just how much I love you as I did a week into our relationship because it makes me feel like a creep. I could genuinely write paragraphs and paragraph about everything that makes you special to me, but would that push you away? Would you be grossed out? I mean, you and I talk all day about our F/Os (fictional partners, for anyone who's curious) and say freaky stuff abut them and it's funny... but if I said that about you would you be grossed out? I'm going to cringe at this but, I'd genuinely just want to cuddle and make out all day and it makes me feel gross even though I'd love it if you said that to me. it doesn't make sense to me. I wish I had more confidence but i don't want to lose you for something stupid like that. --Love, A____
Damn it. Already drowning with too many problems, and people keep coming assuming (correctly) I'll help. There's just one of me, but enough obligations and commitments for four of me. Thought I was already way past my breaking point, but apparently not. Guess I'll find out how strong I can be for how long. So tired. Eternal rest can't come soon enough.