All Rants

FUCK IT!!! Fuck my anxiety!!! Fuck putting up with it all!! Fuck staying in a city where I feel I no longer belong!! My hand is hovering over the 'reset button' and I'm incredibly close to just packing my fucking bags, relocating within Australia and restarting my life.

I am currently in an 7 year relationship with my boyfriend. My current issue is his family. I dont dislike them, I love them and enjoy their company. I have always done my best to get along with them and be respectful. My boyfriend had to move out recently since they had to move to houston, leaving my boyfriend here in dallas with me. He has been doing so good independently. He does live with his sister, which is also an issue in my opinion. Problem number 1- His sister always pays rent very late, He always has to cover for her, Often having to take out from his savings. She doesn't do her part at home such as cleaning up after herself or paying for her own groceries. They agreed before moving in tg that she would do her part, even claiming that it would be easy. Yet when shes suppose to be working i always catch her at home, skipping work. She could easily be paying rent as she has no other bills, But is letting all the responsibility fall under her brother. part 2 coming

People at the self-checkout were being rude and making fun of others—completely unacceptable behavior.

I got broken up with 5 mo ths ago and I'm still dealing with the after math. So what caused the breakup was intimacy which is weird since I didn't think that could happen before this, anyway. So what happened was *,his words* " we got too freaky" and basically he was a Christian and basically broke down into all this spiritual gargin and stuff. It even went as far as him telling his friends and his friends dad was there and he said " she's the devil! She's straying you away from God!" I don't know if I'm valid for still caring 5 months later but I do. I just hurt so bad when it happened and had no one to go to about it. What was worse is the whole time I wanted to help him but I knew I never could cause I've never determined with this kinda thing before and I also felt like I used him a little and was totally in the wrong. I do t know if I'll ever get over this. I loved him, and still do. I just feel so bad for pushing for something he couldn't give me. I felt like I forced him.

i failed a subject, im afraid to let my mother and my auntiie who supports my education know it. im sacred of what will happen to me. what will happen to my life after this. tomorrow i will try to talk to my professor i hope i can find him tomorrow. im really ashamed of what i did, gaslighting wont work anymore i really feel so depressed cos what do you mean he already calculated our grades a day after we finished taking our final exam???? sometimes our scores are miscalculated i did everthing that i can to survive and now youre telling me that i need to repeat a year to study that same subject again??? i dont knoww where did i do wrong i got sick before we took the finals thats why i wasnt able to review and hee even asked us to pass our books to him before exam

YAAAAYYY I DON'T HAVE A CRUSH ON THEM ANYMORE, THANK GOODNESS MY HEART FEELS LIGHTTTTT

I'm tired of needing to be like people to be liked. Nobody likes me and nobody wants to tell me why. I cry, every night. I buy cool clothes, try to find hobbys and try to keep up with people but everybody seems to forget me and flag me as annoying when i try. why can't I be like them? Why do I want to have friends? why can't I just be good with being alone forever??

Relationships are doomed nowadays partners dont want to cheat on their social media thirstrap girlfriends with their spouse.

Why is my company not increasing our salary?

If I have to have another meeting about scheduling a meeting I'm going to lose my #$$% mind!

I am tired of dealing with my narcissistic mother.

ive been stalked by an unknown man for more than a year now. i have gathered evidence but not enough to report it. i know i seem him when im out the house. it does drive me insane sometimes behind who's doing this. yet i have no clue on who it could be but its a man. dressed in simple plain clothes due to not seeing him visibly close just from a few distance in his vehicle. im fed up honestly just needed to vent this i wanna know but also not excited to see whats next near future on this guy.

teacher abused me and my parents didnt want to say anything to anyone my grades have drop i feel everyday i cry

i have been let go from my work, but i haven't told anyone yet. I have been lying and said i have some days off or I am just going to work from home for few days. one of my ex colleague bumped into one of my family member and they said ive left work. instead of saying the truth i said i have handed the notice and dont have many days to work

What the hell is the purpose of life at this point? Genuinely, nothing makes sense. There's too much bad stuff in this world. Thank you, math class for making me think of ending my life instead of being interested in math.

I'm trying to live through tough workplace, everyday I get anxious 2-3 hours before login time, I'm a grown adult whom can I reach idk, i don't do any changes so regular coping, talking to people feels odd, my thoughts are not very positive, I'm struggling hard , fading everyday, I feel very useless, helpless everyday - I feel very distant and lonely, I'm in a densely populated country with poor labour laws, I'm always surrounded by people but so alone , I'm just too bad in my head maybe, haaaa Thank you for reading, hope you have a good day

I want to kill myself because people keep hating me and they keep bullying everywhere and they keep making me suicidal because they are always targeting me and no one else. That's not fair. I don't understand why. I don't like people because they bully me and treat me poorly and it makes me suicidal. They don't care about me and they target me more than my sisters and it makes me suicidal then. Everyone hates me. Even my own mom does. It makes me want to kill myself. Everyone wants me to die and they make me suicidal when they diagnose me and blame a mental illness that makes me want to kill them and kill myself. I want to blow their head off. I hate people and I want to slaughter them like animals because they bother me. I want to kill them all. I want to beat them up for hating my behavior and for complaining about my behavior. I want to kill people for being sexual with me and I want to kill people for thinking I am cute and beautiful. I want to kill them for bothering me.

I've been isolated and stuck at home for years. I'm not even able to escape. I hate only having online friends. I can feel my mental state slipping day by day - my therapists my only main source of comfort. I still hate knowing that even they can't help. My family can't help. Eventually I can leave, but "eventually" is awful too. I can't disclose personal info but honestly I'm thinking of contacting runaway services/homeless shelters. I feel like I'm becoming more delusional too. just typing here is exhausting.

Money money money, is there no way to be happy without it?

How the hell do single parents cope with toddlers? I've been alone for two days with our 2,5 year old, and I'm ready to give up already!