All Rants

Tbh I don't agree with the statement that climate activists keep saying: "this is the coldest summer for the rest of your life" They said that a few years ago and then it pissed it down in the summers after that, yes we had a few heatwaves but also several weeks of cold and rain. And that's probably an even bigger problem, the instability. How is anything meant to adapt to a hot dry summer one year and then constant rain and floods the next? I know weather and climate is never gonna be totally the same every year but it's never been like this. Also I'm planning on going to Download Festival next summer for the whole thing so obviously it's gonna piss it down the whole time

I feel jealous and I hate it. I don't know if it jealousy but I think it is. My sister gets to go to a Twenty On Pilots concert. The same one my aunt said we didn't have enough money for. My sister gets to go with our teacher since they're friends. I really wanted to go and it feels like my dreams have been stepped on twice. The concert is close to my sister's birthday and I don't want to be jealous of a birthday present but I feel like paying for a concert is too much for a birthday present. Because Twenty One Pilots concert tickets aren't cheap. I don't know if it's bad to feel this way but it's frustrating to see my sister go to something I wanted to go to.

Part 2: What's something a friend or family member did that hurt you but you haven't told them? So I call my fam they're too afraid to come face them I'm the one who had to deal with it they knew it was wrong. So my relative leaves a note on our door to my fam says I hope u die and other random crap. This none of it being my fault ever since that day caused them to treat me so shitty they actually said I deserved to have been abused. Refused to take me to a dr appointment. Despite being stranded at the time. Yeah I wanted smack the shit out of them. I didn't do anything wrong and I deserve any of their shit tone treatment or to be left out on purpose. And my fam wonder why I can't stand them?!? Seriously!!!!

What's something a friend or family member did that hurt you but you haven't told them? Probably more made me more angry than anything my relative purposely yes I said purposely leaving me out of a family outing then going on social media going oh we had a good day. They said only got room for 2 which was a lie it was a 5 seater vehicle they could've made room. I suppose they did this because I was put in the middle of my fam keeping their and their fighting partners money and they spent some without telling. Ok so this relative comes by when fam is gone they beat and beat and beat our door wouldn't back down because I wouldn't answer until it opened. Then they come in hollering my name. I pretended I had been asleep and I told them they didn't have to push their way in here. The go I didn't then proceeded to start crying then sarcasticly crappy toned goes well gimme my money. I go get it they're like where is the rest. They sit outside wait on fam. Fam is too afraid to come home.

It's gotten to the point where it's becoming obvious that a lot of climate change deniers just don't want to believe it's happening. Nothing will convince them otherwise. It's this hot and dry because it's summer. The wildfires are all arson. I get it, I've been there, not with climate change but with something else. When you know something bad is happening but you don't want to change the lifestyle that keeps you sane tland then the catastrophe happens anyway and the rules somehow didn't apply to the elites, convincing yourself it's all a con does make you feel better about your natural and understandable selfishness. But you shouldn't be shamed for needing to use the car. Or flying abroad for a nice holiday. Or using a bit of AI to help you apply for a job that could finally secure your future. Or buying new cheap black knickers for that time of the month. You're not doing anything wrong. We can all do our bit but no one is asking you to live in a cave.

hey guys. I'm just gonna go straight to the point. I feel small. I feel like a loser. And i feel like the biggest cuck ever. I don't think I'm a likeable person, and the person i loved the most for 9 years has never loved me back and she's been swept away by a tall, smart, and handsome guy who she loves with all her heart. I don't know what to do. I don't know who to talk to. I feel empty and sad most of the time. Any advice please?

my parent pmo so bad like they refuse to understand why ive grown resentful against them when they left me when I was a baby, of course i understand that it was for my future but shit bruh it's different having your parents take care of you as u grow up and like they came back with my siblings so they weren't able to actually take care of me so i learnt how to be "independent" at such a young age cuz whilst growing up with my grandma i also had to take care of my cousin so yk like i became real independent and got used to trying to take on my own shit and like ive opened this up to them so many times already but they still don't understand and like just earlier my useless father slapped and backhanded me a few times for getting home late when it was literally 3pm and not only that i was showering so he made me open the door w just my towel on and he kicked me on my thigh and again he slapped and backhand me multiple times when i informed them ill he home later then our dismissal.

i feel like i lost something i’ve been feeling different lately and i can’t find friends

there’s so much stuff about war and gaza on tiktok and it makes me so depressed but i always want to help them somehow even if i can’t donate…

I wish my boyfriend would let me sell my old socks and toenail clippings and dead foot skin online. I get why he doesn't like the idea, but also if we wanna get a place together we need to have a lot more money and I've got a lot of dead foot skin to turn into cash

Why is this not enough. I found this, tried it for a day, poured out all my problems I could think of. I think I feel worse at the end of it. Maybe it’s because it’s been two days only. Maybe it’s because I got broken up with. Maybe I’m just worried about school starting. Or, maybe, I really am just fucked. I think playing repo and venting to strangers about small problems is better than this.

who wrote this? 'I get this, but please don’t do it. And your pain is valid, even if you think someone has it worse than you. Back when I was in 7th grade which was like two years ago ( I’m going into high school and I’m kinda scared lol) I was so sad and so depressed, I tried to kill myself, swallowed a whole lotta pain killers. Threw up instantly, bc I hate swallowing pills or maybe I just swallowed it wrong idk. But I feel like that woke me up, like that maybe life didn’t have to end early.' its not all of cus it wont fit but pls whoever wrote that can u pls reply to this because ily so much u lit made my day and i want you to know that ilysm thank youuuuuu you are so fucking kind and thoughtful and i dont think you get recognized enough. tysm pls reply

Everything sucks. Not in just my life. Yours too. This world is fucked beyond anything I’d ever imagine. I haven’t been able to cry about anything. The only time I cry is confrontational bs, and it’s so humiliating, and I don’t think I’m able to allow myself to cry for me getting yelled at but I can’t cry about anything else. I don’t know what the hell is wrong with me. Why can’t I just cry? Let me cry. I hate god. I’ll kill the son of a bitch if I figure out he’s actually real. My mom and dad hate the idea of me being atheist, I can’t tell them, but I’m also not even atheist. I’m not Christian. I’m not catholic. I’m some secret third thing. I hate god, but know he exists, and I know that he’s full of shit because perfection cannot exist, but I can’t accept him not being real, so I just tell myself he’s wrong, still real, just insanely wrong and terrible and I want to kill him. If I were to runaway, what’s the best country to go to? I wouldn’t want to be in America, if im committing

Live and let live they say, especially when you were the fuck that caused issues. Time's moved on and for the most part I'm not as vitrolic about how shit went down and how I acted... not saying it's all gone but it's somewhat shifted. However, all the gap has done is reminded me it's better to hate everyone and everything because as the assholes of the world say, no-one is coming to save you. What they really mean is no-one cares about you, I wish people just spoke the truth. That being said, fuck you still. Fuck you for making me feel something, destroy it and reduce me to less than nothing. Maybe tomorrow, something good will happen, right? No. Anyway, bye. I'm probably going to be bitched at for venting at all, so go ahead, laugh and bitch at me. I already know I'm just everyone's joke. Here's the only worthwhile, live, just to say fuck you all. You haven't killed me yet.

People really don't seem to know what a stressful job can do to your body, even after you've left. There's a reason I got a lot smaller when my job got really stressful and I got to my smallest size 2 months after I left. It can take a while to recover, especially when you know you'll have to find another job soon and it'll likely be the same all over again. You try having an appetite when you're feeling sick with anxiety and getting anxiety gas and diarrhoea and you have to do all you can to make sure you don't get so gassy you stink out the office. Or worse, shit yourself. I'm glad I'm not famous. Imagine having to explain to millions of people that you had to be careful what you ate because you couldn't stop farting and shitting at work. The only reason I gained the weight back was because we went into lockdown and I could fart in my room as much as I'd liked so food was no longer an issue.

1 message in inbox. "Hey, I think your cute even if youre weird. If you want we can hang out, maybe see if we can make things work?" Oh wait, nope... In reality that never fucking happens for me. May as well speedrun aging so I can die faster.

I never thought I'd be a denier of science, but Mac is right. We just put our faith in science, most of us haven't seen the evidence for it. I am seeing a lot of evidence against it. According to science I am unhealthy and would have a weakened immune system, yet I haven't had even a mild cold in 2 years while everyone else around me has. And according to science I was dying at the end of 2019 and start of 2020, so why was I absolutely fine? Something isn't adding up. Tbf a lot of science in 2020 didn't add up. Or maybe I'm just invincible. Is that why the Internet expects me to single-handedly take down powerful elites in a country I've never even visited?

i don’t understand why life treats me this like yes im on a date he says he wants me for real after the date hes dry and he’s talking to other girls this has happened too many times i’m going to be fucking alone forever as a girl and its so not fair. nothing is fair and I just want to go away forever because I feel like im just cursed forever. ill never be pretty or amount to whatever the other girls do. im so tirrd

It's three in the morning. I can't help but feel disgusted at myself for staying up so late, consuming so much media it would make anyone in their right mind go nuts, but I'm addicted. Everytime the screen turns off, my mind turns on. It started with intense nostalgia, living in a place that I loved. I wanted to go back. I miss it, but it was better that we moved. But then it turned into someone that kind of scarred me. I don't really understand trauma, but everytime it comes up, I can't help but tear up. Even if it's in the middle of a conversation that has nothing to do with it. It doesn't come up too frequently, but everytime I think of what happened, I'm back in my old apartment feeling totally helpless. I'm back in the car, trying to stop sobbing my eyes out so I don't escalate his feelings. He's gone, but I can still feel the tension his anger brought. I'm so terrified of people getting angry now. I try to joke, so maybe they're happier. So maybe they don't lash out. Stay safe<3

I want to kill myself everytime someone disagrees with me.