All Rants

My mental health is getting worse and my family is not helping it get better my grandma says she’s helping me but she’s not the way she says she helps is prayers (I’m not religious in any way) she thinks asking god is going to help when I first showed symptoms of mental health issues she thought I was a demon and held me down and prayed over me doing and exorcism thinking I was a demon and then a couple of days ago my aunt came up to me in church (I was forced to go) she told me “you should go up there and get prayed over” I don’t like people touching me I told her no but she said “do you wanna have to keep taking medicine” I got really upset as my family is always using religion as a scapegoat to justify there actions I HATE THEM I HATE THEM

I hate my family i absolutely hate them i asked my grandma (who i live with) to call my school and tell them i needed to skip today’s class as i had a massive headache she told me “why don’t you call them” I told her I cannot without a parent calling them and she said “I did everything for you and you won’t do this one thing” mind you I had already taken some medicine for my headache a few hours ago and she told me “your disappointing me” which is her way of saying I’m disappointing her AND I JUST WANTED TO SLEEP IT OFF

I was playing a card game with my friends this morning at school, and my sister decided to play with us. We were playing Mao, and my sister was the only one who the never played the before. The rest of us weren’t that good and kept making mistakes. I didn’t tell her the rules bc it’s the point of the game. Now, school is over for the day, and my sister is crying to my mom about how unfair it is, how mean I’m being, how I’m excluding her. My mom is taking her side and I’m so mad. How is it unfair for me to play by the rules of the game? Now I’m in trouble for apparently being mean to her and trying to exclude her. I’m so fricking annoyed.

i have an immense anger for everyone and everything, everything eats me alive and i feel like everybody just secretly hates me if i could disappear from this lifetime, i would, every-time i seem to explain myself it just gets worse and worse and nobody truly understands me everyone thinks im trying to make excuses or that im bullshitting, nobody believes me, my life is utterly useless and whats the point of even being here when nobody wants to even listen to me truly for once its like im talking to a brick wall, i hate people, and i hate socializing cause everything goes to shit

My sisters has been stealing my stuff for years like headphones and chargers for example but also weird stuff like socks and even underwear. At my last school she spread rumors about me and I feel like this ruined a lot of my friendships which has been sort of hard on me since I have trouble making friends in the first place as Im diagnosed with GAD. She also says stuff that make me really uncomfortable like saying she’ll khs if I ever die but then the next second call me a fat pig and tell me to kms myself if we ever fight?? Im just tired at this point I don’t know what to do anymore theres worse things i can share but this rant is getting really long, hope y’all are doing well^^

I just really want a hug right now, but don't have anyone to ask, "you're not alone" but I always feel alone

I just checked my email after dreading out and dealing with anxiety about it and my professor didn't accept my work even though I've explained my challenges multiple times and why it's difficult for me to get help. I might fail out of college on my final course and the thought that all of the time, money and effort I spent here would amount to nothing even though I did the work twice...and having to face my parents...it's all just too much, I've had too many breakdowns at just the thought of this, I feel like everything's crashing down on me and I'm hated by life even though I tried to stay hopeful and did what i could manage. First i couldn't believe the email, then I called the crisis line and cried while explaining my situation, I got off the line and I just want today to just be a bad dream. I don't know what to do, I don't know what I did to deserve this, why did I have to come this far only for everything to be taken away. I'm hoping this is a joke and he had a change of heart

my boss is an asshole! i work outside all day but i work for a charity so i have to computer work becasue the charity i work for can only pay me bcasue of money they got from another charity that requires we do bullshit online things to prove to charity N. 2 that we are doing bullshit online work. not to mention my boss sent everyone home an hour and a half early to "work from home" or we could go into the office to do it which NO! like what the actual fuck does she think she's pulling! and i cant even get it done cause she hasnt sent me an email with the bullshit work i have to do! so either i keep bugging my boss and get on her bad side or i lose an hour and a half of pay which is like 30 bucks! and she never shows up its like 5 high school kids the whole day and i'm sick of it! i feel like i wasted my summer or sold it off for money! shit money! i wish i had the guts to quit! i hate this i hate my boss i hate who i work with and I HATE THE STUPID FACEBOOK POST THAT GOT ME HERE!!!!!!

I wish my mom was nicer and understanding but when i try to have her listen im the bad guy so she threatens to put me back in school knowing that school lead me to almost ending it but she doesnt care so when i dont do my homeschool im the person who is in trouble knowing today she was arguing with my grandma today waking me up. But when i tell her im mentally tired she always just thinks im a joke saying my life is perfect by having what i want and getting what i want but she never understands thats not the problem she makes me do my homeschooling for 9 hrs a day and when i ask for a break she just threatens to put me in school! i dont know what to do at this point. Also my grandma still contacts my sexual assaulter and when i ask her about it im being ridiculous about it i wish my family understood im trying my hardest to not relapse but im on a thin line of not doing it.

i just dont know where to start. it feels like i have come to a point where i just dont know what to do. being around these humans is surely taking a toll on my mental health. i dont want to kms, i want to live. i know there's a lot of beautiful things out there, so maybe i just want to run away and start a new life. far away from these humans here. i hate these people. i have really come to a breaking point. i cant take this anymore.

I hope you face karma for what you did to me and I hope that guilt eats you up one day Keep comatosing that Russian bitch fucking Bihari ass Shameless Nachiket Gutter chod Fucking manwhore

I was doing really good fucking asshole Until I met a monster like you

why tf cant i be better at the shit i like, no matter how much hard work i put in, no matter how many hours i waste, i just fucking can't that ive hated myself for it, ive been doing this shit over and over and over and over thinking i would get better, but no, im still stuck at that fucking stage where i was, no matter how hard i try i just fucking can't, at first i wanted to be the best, but now i think its impossible, so atleast ill be decent, but being decent feels like an impossible goal too. I dont want to hear none of that bullshit "just enjoy", do you think i would spend all those hours to "just enjoy", fuck everything, this was the only thing that is able to make me feel joy, but to see i have made no progress ever since childhood makes me feel so worthless, and i keep seeing that pattern over and over again, that maybe its true.

Fuck your comatose Fuck off Shameless asshole Die a horrible death

I'm a therapist. I had a client last week for a first session who was seeking therapy around relationship concerns. In the first session, they basically went back on everything they had talked about in the free consultation, essentially saying that the relationship is fine now. Coonducting the session was like pulling teeth to get them to talk about anything at all, and it seemed like they might be the type of client who expects to just show up to the session, not participate, and just be "fixed." I did everything to to try and draw this person out and build rapport. Today I get this email from them cancelling their next session: "I’m going to continue my search for someone to connect with. I didn’t find that it was very easy for me to communicate with you. I’m hopeful that you’d welcome the honesty and hope you can understand. " Uhhhhhhhhhhhh are you fucking kidding me after talking to YOU was like pulling teeth? YOU are the one who is "not easy to communicate with"

all she does is post how she feels in her stories and you fold Do you know how many times I’ve cried Do you know how many times I got sick Do you know how much it impacted my mental health that I had to stop going to work? Of course you don’t You only see her pain

what is her drinking game compared to what I went through ? What is her crying in her stories compared to the pain I endure without showing off my affections What is her being upset compare to what I went through All I do is endure everything silently All you see is her pain

I have no one to talk to the only friend I have in my phone is to busy on tiktok boxing and actually making friends and talking to people i feel like the only time she talks to is when she gets bored of everything else nowadays I just sit in my room all day talking to no one I wish I had more people to talk to

I have been best friends with a girl for 10 years and another one for 5 years. We are a trio but since the beginning of tenth grade the first best friend of mine made friends with a random yet characterless girl who prefers boys, recklessness and bad decisions at 16 honestly these are uncommon in my country. I'm a very positive type of person so I feel very low, bad if my friends prioritize their friends more than me my point is you should have boundary who's your close friend, best friend and just friend but they two get along with others while I feel left out but I do have friends than them, who motivates me, is positive honestly I'm blessed but sometimes like right now I believe probably I'm the problem, because they two are getting along while I'm sitting alone holding a grudge . Probably I'm the problem I'm feeling too low

twitter pe toh dono ka leela chal raha hai phir threads bhi hijack karke mujhe aur dard kyu de rahe ho? kaha jau why do you cause me pain when she’s looking why do you want to prove her that you’re loyal to her by cussing me What are her tears compared to what I went through