i feel like i cant talk to my parter about the issues i have because their a system. when i tried to say how i didn’t feel loved and how i didn’t like it when i was told rude things jokingly it felt i was brushed off ‘ill put down a note’. it felt like i was trying to talk to a brick wall or a billion pound company about how their food tasted off. it felt like they didn’t even care. like they don’t even love me. i was told not everyone in their system loves me and i guess i understand that but how am i supposed to love all of them when it feels like non of them love me? it’s frustrating and it REALLY badly makes me want to break up with them or hurt myself.