back in april i decided to download a dating app because i felt ready to date again and im 19 so i should be. i matched with a girl and we've been seeing each other. she asked me before school let out if we could be girlfriends and i felt a sudden sense of dread. we've been chatting over the summer and she's sent me letters, got me gifts, and just cared about me. i don't think i like her the way she likes me and i feel awful for stringing her along. i told her upfront im not sure if wr will end up in a relationship bc im screwed in the head and she said that was fine. when im alone i want to be with someone but when im with someone i want to be alone. i feel sick
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