I just feel down 24/7. I feel like my feelings aren't valid because I have such a happy family and a decent life. I'm not struggling with anything like money or abuse from family. I guess it's just something more mental? In 8th grade I've lost my best friends who always talked beind my back, but I didn't mind because at least I had someone to be happy with. Then I got kicked out the friend group and I never had anyone close since then. I'm went on a class trip to disney world and just didn't feel like I belonged anywhere. I feel like anyone I talk to now just finds me annoying etc. I'm sorry if this doesn't make since to anyone reading this, I'm crying currently for no reason idk. I feel stressed from finals and I keep telling myself I'm doing my best but I feel it deep down I'm not somehow. My brother also just got into a great university and I can't help but feel upset for some reason. Like yes I'm happy for him, but I feel like a disappointment now to my parents. I just feel empty.