I wanna kill myself, but not really. I just want to dissapear into fiction. I want to be in the Harry potter series, different life, different family, different person. But I just want to disappear irl too. I don't deserve to live anymore. I'm such a waste of cells and money. I'm so worthless, I don't deserve to be in a school as good as mine. I deserve to be put back in mainstream hell and bullied til I cut my throat open. I'm so fucking sexual too. Like, if you get to know me on a deeper level, you'll know how much of a hypersexualised PERVERT I am. I am genuinely the teenage scum of the earth. i really need to die. ASAP. and don't tell me to 'go seek professional help' because I don't need it. Viktor krum is my therapy. So, if you're just going to tell me to go speak to a therapist, Fuck off. I don't want the bullshit with social services again. I literally can not be arsed dealing with their meaningless bullshit. So, actually listen to me instead of asking me to go seek help, bitch