Starting to think I might be the victim of emotional or actual incest and I hate myself so much I would take naps in ones bed naked ages 4-10 One tongue kissed me twice They would playfully pinch or slap my butt One would slap my bra strap One told me the things they were doing with me weren't appropriate, but only after I got my period (makes me fear I am missing memories of being raped) They would tickle me even when I begged to stop and cried One would hide in the dark to scare me constantly so hard that I would collapse and wet myself I had bed wetting problems and constant UTIs Idfk what to do because one of them takes me to therapy and my doctors like them so much and tell me how supportive and kind they are I hate being a fucking fvg I wish I could just be a normal child