Just read something someone went through the same thing I did and it was agreed to be grooming and not innocent, I already knew it made me feel gross but I just thought it was me and it was my fault bc I asked for it. Now I'm just confused A little context I'm AFAB and my family is homophobic. When I was 7 getting ready to go to sleep my **** and I were talking about kissing if I've ever kissed a boy before etc and I said I wanted to know what a tongue felt like so she stuck hers out. Now I know she should have told me I didn't need to know and it just felt like touching your own tongue together. Instead it felt weird and electric and then really shameful. We didn't make out. Also they have always had a habit of pinching or spanking my butt and we have always kissed on the lips. And also "coyote kisses" which is a playful gross out like a wet willy where you lick up the side of their face. But then when I was 19 she went to coyote kiss me and full on stuck her tongue in my mouth.