what to do if sometimes im in love and obsessed with my crush, and sometimes my crush can make me feel sick and hated/distanted? Im feeling downed and never prioritized as someone serious, so I just want outcry and outsad that phase and move on from wish to date. I just feeling like Im the wrong one and will be single or even embarassed by her, I feeling like she probably wont date me over my mental health and very big distance.