I hate myself so fucking much. I always over apologize a lot and have a bit of a tummy along with the fact i have limited safe foods. I apologize so much every time i type S its the first word that shows up. My parents are sick of me saying it so much they ignore me when i say sorry. Idk what to do and its dizzying and i feel a lot of guilt either way. I wanna bash my head into a wall and i am only 15. I dont usually care about my body but its been bothering me a lot as i have a shirt that makes me feel masculine (as i am a trans guy whose still in the closet) as hell that i love to peices but it shows my little chubby belly and i have tired a lot but i am stuck as i always forget my gym rountine and i cant really diet. The reason i cant really diet is because my safe foods are very limited and i am extremly shameful of it. This is the list of foods i can eat: Pizza, Chicken nuggest, pasta, lasagna, garlic bread, french fries, susage rolls, certain apples, fried rice. I hate myself.