Why is it that in my family the shit starter will take 0 accountability for what they do , along with gaslight you for how you react for what they do? On top of denial alot of times. It's fucking bullshit. Oh sure call your acquaintance talk to them like they're your best friend ever but treat your blood family like garbage EVEN WHEN YOU ASK THEM FOR HELP. Is it any wonder I feel like punching them. The frustration is I want to effing scream because it's not right. You got drunk , stayed drunk. , wouldn't listen to us merely trying to help you. Because your meds don't grow on trees. You know this. But we get called punk mother fuckers for no reason trying to help you. Asking for like too many a day or something when that's just abusing them. But. When you run out , and WANT MINE, I'm the enemy and in the wrong for feeling how I feel???!?????????????????????????????????????????? WHAT THE FUCK!!?????????????????????????????? You can't be serious. IDGAF if you remember any of it or not.