I don't get it. Are you so cowardly fam you can't even stand to hear how you act drunk? And the other won't validate me or have my back despite them being called stuff as well being told f you and son of a b. Yet the drunk can't stand to be called a son of a b themselves. I don't give af ok. Why does the person who bothers no one have to be put in the worst situations and treated the worst. If it were up to me I'd go no contact. Take accountability for what you do how you treat others or go elsewhere. I'm just expected to act like none of this shit didn't happen. If it's not bad enough being called a low life, an accident, etc etc etc etc etc in the past it's the continual bullshit they cause , do, rinse repeat act like nothing ever happened like it's magical fucking fairy la dee fucking da land. The amout of abuse I've been put thru over the years, on top of being gaslit and told I'm crazy for how I react to bullshit. It's idk. I don't have a therapist I guess I could use one though.