Typical same pattern bullcrap. One expects me to be ok with their assholish drunken behavior in how we were treated and name called wants to act like none of it happened. The other wants to sweep everything under the rug. And or take their side in things regardless unless they get really mad in the moment. Our family shouldn't function like this. I hate getting treated like garbage and hearing them casually talk on the phone like their acquaintance is the best thing since sliced bread but I'm treated like an unwanted stray animal. That's how it feels. Regardless of what they do to me in seemingly kind ways. I'm affected by their drunken addiction in . multiple ways that's a big part of the problem. They always think I nyhf back of their mind they can use me as a backup for the stupid shit they do. Why else would I get so mad on top of all the other b s. I'm human too. I got feelings. Their problem is theirs alone but we all suffer for it because they refuse to change. F m l