also. Yeah I know I'm not perfect. But I don't everyone else around me miserable either and cause family and the dog emotional trauma from stupid preventable bullshit drunks that "they don't remember". Oh so it magically didn't happen huh? I wasn't called a punk mother fucker for no reason huh? Fuckin asshole prick. They would feel like I do if it were them. I'm sick of getting people's bullshit treatment and put in bullshit situations I didn't cause and they won't try to get themselves out of like GOING TO FUCKING DRUG REHAB. SHIT ITS UTTER NONSENSE