I'm rly sad and mad rn. Basically, this past week I've been at middle school church camp. It was really fun and amazing to be at, but that's a different story. I found out that one of my friends brother my age has a crush on me. before that I'd considered liking him, but never really thought he was cute. I've also had like three interactions with him. He seemed really sweet and nice. There were so many reasons I should've liked him but I didn't at that time. He got along with my brother, was a Christian, was pretty funny, liked music, liked me because of my personality and my appearance. So I continued to talk to my friends abt it and think abt it. Eventually i found myself liking him back a little bit. I decided to give it time and get to know him better. Then yesterday my brother tells me that his friend told him he heard the guy say this jokingly: "I'm going to crack [my name]" I'm so freaking mad bc I thought he wasn't one of those lustful, worldly middle schoolers. Oh well.