I never felt safe in my father's house , Idk he's aware or not , but he treats me like an object, scanning my body whenever I’m around, making me feel disgusted and unsafe for years , making inappropriate comments about my body when we argue , or comparing my body with my mother's body before she get pregnent . My mother forces me to wear revealing clothes I hate and do full make up in weddings to look like other girls and even tells me to show off in front of him n so he started to scan me n I feel like an object , n if I don't accept to wear what she choosed she start a whole drama : crying , yelling , arguing , telling my father n she never stop till i give up n wear n do like she wants
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