Ive always felt like an outside inside my own family. today one of the people i loved most just left me alone. i feel a void that no matter how much i try to fill it i cant. i would usually go and run to my partner to seek comfort but at the moment i dont have anybody. everyone just turned... did i do something wrong? why does the person i love most tell me that im such a burden to their life and that they regret having me. i have been nothing but true and genuine to this person i would always have her back and cheer her on wherever she was but she laughs at me at any accomplishment. im so drained that I dont know what to do. im just sitting here going crazy nothing to do nobody to talk to nothing just me and this dam screen. I wish i could have somebody to talk to..... somebody that would understand and not let me down like this... but hey its just life right? maybe if anybody is kind enough to have a chat id appriciate it snapchar- flaqo-mtz