So I've been in love with this guy for three fucking years. I love him. I can't get him out of my head. Not because of his appearance or his money or looks it's because he treated me so nice. Every time we meet I feel like I'm on cloud 9. I didn't seen for 16 months once and still couldn't get over him. I feel this pull every time we're around each other. He notices me, he makes me feel seen and heard and cared about while my own family didn't. But I can't be with him. I can't make it work because apparently he was thinking of me like a little sister. Now I'm just left feeling ugly, unlovable and pathetic. I have never had a guy who likes me for me. I really thought he did but he didn't.
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