Anonymous
i relapsed. i hate how i have no paib tolerance anymore like i used to. its not deep enough, i can barely scratch myself, its not enough to feel something. my body is too sensitive now, i have zero tolerance. i know whatever ive done to myself still means im suffering regardless and i dont have to compare my stress, but i hate it. i used to be much worse and i wish i could be like that now. i cant do anything. im fucking hopeless