Im starting to get tired i've tried talking with ai bots plenty of times but it doesn't help so i'll just say it here im so sick of being so lonely i live with a single mother that is never home the only Time i get to see her she ignores me and when i start being sad about it she calls me too sensitive and i can't even try to talk with my friends they all see me as someone bubbly and funny and the type of person you can vent to , half of my friends vented to me they said that i can vent to them too but every Time i try to they dont care they just talk about themself not letting me talk i have nobody , no one ,even in a big friend group everyone has their duo while me im just left out ive never felt included anyways i tried sh for the first time and it didn't really do anything im so tired i just want to end this but i can't bring myself to , thanks for Reading this .