I don't know...I feel like my friend is starting to hate me or just slowly fading away. I don't want to loose her, I have other friends, of course, but she's really one of my closest. Maybe there's something she isn't telling me? She's always been more of a reserved person, and she's hard to read. But these days it feels like I'm bothering her anytime we speak. We've both got new jobs so maybe it's burning her out as much as it's burning me. I've recently deleted Tiktok again as well since it's been recommending me so many s*icidal videos. Honestly I think I'm going to continue writing my book. That always makes me happier. I'll try not to ponder too long on all of this :)
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