i need to work on my jealousy issues, im dating a dude who lives far away and tonight he went to hangout with a group of new friends he made a while ago. idk why but there's someone in that group that makes me wanna throw up. not in disgust but from anxiety. im jealous . im so fucking jealous i can't put it into words. and it doesnt help the group got multiple girls in it, it got guys too but still. im tired and sick of this jealousy. i dont wanna be controlling or stop him from having friends but he know i hate that one particular person n he still went there, im so mad i wanna cry but i have to act all happy and sweet with him because he would be upset