Honestly, I ranted to my parents about how stressed out I was and my mom scolded me for a bit asking if I was "actually even stressed out" and my dad asked if I was on my period. My sister was acting like I was going crazy. This is why I never want to tell anyone anything. I won't act like this in front of my friends either: I have to keep them believing I'm this shy, nice, smart girl and not the monster that I am. At the very least I won't end up attracting any trashy men with how big of an attitude I have on the inside and how unnassuming I am on the outside (if I was outwardly how I am internally than they'd be trying to get with me to "cage me" but I won't have that problem) so at least that is 1 plus side to my terrible personality