You know you are desperate for love when your mind is making up fantasies about two yandere loving you to death; they wouldn't even need to fucking worry. The only men that seem to be interested are fictional, just like these fucked up fantasies. fuck and the fact that my dating life is so shit doesn't help. I'm at a point where I would cross an ocean. Unless I find someone in Canada, all I want is one (or two at best, but not my luck) to love my shy, introverted, sometimes childish ass. Is that too much to ask for?. fuck i wouldnt even mind being locked up for the rest of my life as long as I can keep my friends and can go in the garden. I need help... or to be finally noticed, I'm at a point where I don't care at all, yandere or not, as long as they love me and don't hurt me. L