Honestly I'm really stressed out which makes me feel even worse. I am dumb, suck at everything I've ever attempted to do, and don't have many friends. I don't have a job or anything. I just exist. Despite this I also seem to believe that I am better than many people to a borderline narcissistic degree. I always tell myself while I'm sitting here whallowing in my self-pity that "at least I'm not a criminal" or "at least I don't do drugs" or "at least I didn't get pregnant" which I'm aware is wrong. I shouldn't lift myself off by putting others down but I can't stop it. It's been a thing since I was a small child and I've never gotten rid of it. I'm a bad person.
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