Rant #8409

I wish I’d be more emotional and sympathetic. I’m tired of these emotionless thoughts and words. I act the way I act because I know I should be acting like that. Am I truly feeling like that? Maybe I was, for a minute. This mask is annoying and exhausting me, but I don’t want people to think I’m a cold bitch. I don’t want to lose the only people that are putting up with my shit. But I can’t help but want to just disappear and never talk to anyone ever again.