I’m getting so sick of my girlfriend’s attitude. First she gets mad the power goes out two days in a row, when it’s been STORMING these past few days, then she fucking takes it out on me and starts criticizing all the clothes I have and how unorganized they are. Yes honey! I know I need to go through shit! I know I need to get rid of some things!! But I don’t have TIME and when I do I don’t have ENERGY because IM THE ONLY ONE IN THIS HOUSE WITH A FUCKING JOB RIGHT NOW!!!!! Sure, they cut my fucking hours cause some higher ups thought that was suuuuuch I good idea but that means I’m trying hard not to put a bullet through my fucking skull!!!! I’m trying to figure myself out and think about school so we don’t HAVE to suffer like this anymore. Praying work will be busy tonight so I can stay away from home as along as possible. I’m so sick of this.