man I feel fucking sick because I just went to open my laundry and my mom put in her fucking pads and underwear and I'm a fucking boy and don't want to have shit to do with her fucking underwear. She told me to go individually through all of the fucking clothes and pull her pads out so they didn't go in the dryer. I'm disgusted by her man.she makes me check her for blood stains. she makes me tighten her bra straps. sometimes she calls me into her room while shirtless in a bra. she used to threaten to dress me herself when I didn't get dressed fast enough. she fucking scratches her area in front of me! It's fucking awful because she says God made families to help each other out be close to each other but I know if I were a cis boy she wouldn't say that. She'd understand why I was uncomfortable. I can't even come out to her because she hates trans people. I know it's not that serious and that I'd be okay with it if I were a girl but I genuinely want to throw up