I hate vacations. I hate holidays. I hate breaks from school. School and anything else where I leave my home to work or socialize/study with others is the only chance I get to be away from my family. I hate vacations, I don't want to be stuck with my family for all of summer break. I can't stand being with them. And with each break and holiday, we go somewhere where I have no one to talk to, time differences cutting off most communication with friends from school while I struggle to make friends during these extended periods of time. I'm so fucking lonely. I hate this so much. I wish class would never end, I never want to go home.