I want to cut off my entire family the second I finish my education. In theory, I could cut them off the second I go to college, but I'd like not to worry about finances in the moment where i'm getting experience and studying. For every time I can remember my worst moments, the rock bottom of my mental health, the main catalyst of my problems has always been my family. As if I have two sides, I'm seen as helpful, kind, smart and an amazing person according to my friends, but the second I step home I am a disgrace. A disgusting excuse of a person. I feel like Gregor in the Metamorphosis, jeez. I just want to live in peace. But I know that if I leave them all, or if I were to die, I would be doing them a favor. But I want to live. In a world without them.