I trusted him so much. I trusted him with my heart and my feelings, to which I got STRANGLED. There's so many fucked up things he did to me. And I thought they were fine at the moment (how??>?) to which even a year later, I think about and I shudder. I still flinch violently the second anyone even touches my neck or face. And despite the fact that other people found out what he did, they don't care!!!!! The cycle continues, and he almost got a girl in my grade PREGNANT. And before they even got together, I told her so many times "please don't go out with him he's actually so abusive, you're only gonna get hurt." AND SHE GOT HURT. NO ONE LISTENS TO THE WARNINGS. YOU HEAR THIS GUY PUSHED SOMEONE (me) TO CUT THEMSELVES 200+ TIMES, STRANGLED THEM IN FRONT OF OTHERS WHILE THEY STRUGGLED, AND YOU STILL DECIDE TO SLEEP WITH HIM? WHAT? HUH? HOW??? smh