Lust and my porn addiction led me to cheat on my gf and I hate myself for it, it’s something I never imagined myself doing because I was always portrayed as the ‘nerdy kid’ I guess and I miss my old self, I don’t like this monster and disgrace that I’ve become and I feel horrible knowing that she cries to sleep every night, I know most people reading this will hate me but I wanna say try and quit things like porn addiction and lust early on because it’s destroyed me